Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poetry. Show all posts

Friday, September 5, 2014

Autumn’s Eve by Putney Bridge

Grey light over the undulating tress of the Northbank
As the river flows to the darkening East.
August 30th, and sullen mood
Or defiant glee grips the passers-by,
Here on the South.

The workers are returning to throng
In the crowded city
With tans fading to memories
And a chill wind blowing from
Tropic Hurricanes.

Do not go my love.
You shone so fierce
So soon ago,
Unwitting of your warmth.

You remain,
Hidden behind the sky I see,
That was yester blue.
But night will come, and then

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow
Creeps like dawning hope through night
To break red or gold or hidden again
On the whim of the wind.

Monday, June 9, 2014

Sonnet VI

VI

Oh be a rose that is preserved through frost,
From bloom to bloom, surviving through travails;
For though thy heart doth groan its beats through loss,
Yet make thy soul a diamond that prevails.
Just sheer affection makes me smile at thee,
When you dance through my dreams within the night;
For you’re the best of all that I do see:
A precious jewel transfigurèd with light.
Oh do not doubt that I am not alone
In thinking you most beauteous in compare.
Thou art most sweet e’en in thy darkest tone,
Like songs from birds across the coldest air.
Preserve thyself to give the world its sun.
Thou art a hope that makes all battles won.

(C) Jack Blackburn, 9th June 2014

Saturday, January 11, 2014

The Evening Star

She will come as a vision in the meadow:
As the summer's evening sun
Trickles down the westward sky.
She will come gently in her loveliness,
Beautiful and slow.

She will come as a bright day's warmth
Amidst the winter's chill;
As the February hour that steals
Another minute's light from the dark.

As a peace after the tumult,
As birdsong in the spring's morn,
As a brook in the fastness of the forest,
As the whispered promise of dawn,
She will come,
And past pains will rest at last
Sleeping deeply with present joys.

She will come at her own time,
Upon her own day, at our own rhythm,
When the steps of the dance are such
As to unite us out of this heady swirl.

She will come as a lone star
Peering through the dark clouds of the night,
And by that slender, shimmering light,
She’ll lead me home. Home. Home, again.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Hard and Fast

The District and Circle
Are filled with prepubescents tonight –
Awkward, oblivious & nervous
In their youth.

And am I not a little envious?

Well,
Happiness is fleeting,
Unless it comes
Once in a while.

I’ve envied passers-by more
When they were with friends
Than when they were with lovers.

Your lover’s not my lover
After all.
Though she may share the same body
As mine once did,
Her face is somehow different.
And mine is waiting behind some other visage now –
By good grace, I hope,
Less mercurial than before.

There’s a reliability –
Sweet Reliability! –
In the laughter that has no other requirement
Than that you
(and it could only have been you)
Said that:
When people value not
That you have been funny,
But that you have been
You.

These friends I see,
Unknowingly across from me,
May not last,
But their memories will endure –
Through thick and thin,
Sickness and health,
Richer and poorer –

Hard and fast.

Monday, August 12, 2013

The 17:00

Fair Waverley, nestled in the ‘Burgh,

‘Neath castles and bridges,
A hidden gateway to the carnival above.

Fair Waverley sends us trickling, then trundling, then hurtling
Into the views of cliffs and forests of fir
And past rivers and seas quietly rippling.

Stirrings of magic here,
In the age-old glacially sculpted hills.
Wisps in the trees?
Endless childhoods of boundless imagination,
Flit past the eye as the train gathers speed
And a stirring brews with this quickening -
The heart rushing to keep pace.

Then, ‘cross the Tweed,
Into the elegant North,
The proud North,
The grand North:
Forged by its sons and its daughters
Into a breathing Turner,
A multi-dimensional Constable,
Replete with castles and cathedrals of stone and steel.

Teeming Newcastle gives way to stately Durham,
And vistas tumble forth like dreams
As the Lark ascends.

Onwards! Southwards!
Towards Summer’s heat -
Away from Summer’s sun.

Then comes the lingering warning.
Yorksire is undulating beauty, from Godliness to grimness,
As men spurned the divine for devilry,
Senselessly building Drax, Goole and Donny.

The clouds are gifted a corona of early evening sun,
And the violent, vivacious land revels below – majestic to the brim –
But steadily, imperceptibly declining.

The Midlands: pleasant monotony,
Dimpled and disturbed by small peaks and troughs of homes and hills.
A tame, mellow pastoral symphony –
Troubled by the rushing onward,
Onward,
To the metropolis.

As it draws closer, the dull accedes.
Dull, dull, flat, flat, flat,
Dull Anglia.
Flat Anglia.
Anglia – a melody of nothing
Save the cacophonous spouts of man’s unimagination.

And dull Anglia’s “jewel”: direst Peterborough.
Plastic, grey, vividless.
City of dark in the light.
Scented with all pervading hopelessness.

Saved by the sunset and the moon was Anglia.
Crescent glaring down on the Rothko painted death of day.
Divinity saving humans from men.

Then dark outside, and nothing to be seen, until,

Suddenly, Finsbury,

Before rolling stock slows respectfully for Islington,
So as not to disturb the middle classes,
Or clandestine, ill-fated political deals.

And finally grand but homely King’s Cross, and journey’s near-end.

What a vibrant mausoleum this is.
Filled with memories, once sweet, now bitter –
Or perhaps now mercifully bittersweetened
By the calming truth of life’s contradictions accepted.

The lark has now descended,
And a gently smoking saxophone teases through the night,
Under the looming lights, beneath the glass and steel.

Where are the stones and the hills?
Left some hours behind and
Buried beneath some years ago.

Only painted memories live here now
And, when time comes, merciful portals of escape,
To a splendour too crudely spent,
To a wealth that cannot be measured,
Beyond the accountant’s towers.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Equinox

Blue light on the leaves that fall
As they twist and turn on the breeze.
Past glories sadly admitting to present beauty.
The descent a slow and final dance.

Where is the heat of the sun?
Only remembered, in the ghostly forest –
Grey overhead and brown underfoot.
The promise is whispered in the branches
Of new roses coming into bloom –

But not now.
For when the sun breaks through bright
It shines cold on the skin.

Spark
My head turns to catch it,
But it is vanished in the trees.

There! Again!
This time it is truly glimpsed –
A floating ember slowly turning to flame,
Before flitting to nothing between the evergreens.

Again! Again! Again!
Like a will o’the wisp
And ever swifter.
It smokes into a blaze and disappears –
Dances through the forest
Abandons all paths.

It gains a voice,
Resonates with song
Echoing off the trees.

And, imperceptibly, the flame billows into form.
She glances over her shoulder –
Laughing, teasing with delight.
She promises everything.
She guarantees nothing.

Growing.
Consuming all sight.
And all the while vanishing,
And reappearing.
She lights all.
Devours none.

Then

Fades into song alone.
Leaving all alone
With nothing but fragments of music on the wind.
And the dimmed day upon the fallen leaves.

Sunday, July 7, 2013

The Sun on the Horizon

Surely, I have been dreaming.
Which way is west?
Which is east?
All I see is the sun on the horizon.
Does it rise, or does it fall?

Say it rises:
What glory awaits when that red turns to blue?
We shall see the ocean from the height of the hills,
And beauty in a blade of grass,
And dance and sing and play
And play
And play,
As lovers smell roses in the garden.

Say it falls,
And all turns to dark.
What glories still await.
A canopy of stars, swirling in the cool of the moon,
Shall sit atop the madness of our night –
A madness of laughter in the forest
As friends join hands to walk toward the return of the dawn.

The sun still hangs on the horizon,
Neither ending nor beginning -
Simply a herald of whichever glory is to come.

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

This Present Moment


Under soft sunshine and sweet songs,
The cares of day disappear,
And all the worries of past and future,
Give way to present glories.

There is no sorrow in the springtime heat.
The white snows are beaten,
And summer’s reign is heralded
By the white of blossom.

Peace is all that the noon allows.
The sun is early to rise
And late to depart,
And its generous time with us,
Lends we beings an immortal illusion –
A faith that the sunlit seconds will roll on
And on, one to another without cease,
Until the sunset comes at our bidding,
Giving way to clear, beautiful, lyrical night.

Farewell care and farewell fear.
Let the birds be as sirens to you,
The budding flowers as rocks in your sea.
Run your fearsome ship of yesterday
Onto the coast of beauty,
And never into a tomorrow sail again.

© Jack Blackburn, 23rd April 2013

Sunday, April 21, 2013

After the Thaw - Original Version

This poem was composed after an exercise at drama school, where I performed a character in a long-term improvisation for three days. The improvisation was set in 1649, and my character's name was Emmanuel, a veteran of the English Civil War. This poem went through many different versions as the writing was subsequently incorporated into a performance piece in a play. This is the Emmanuel version.
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After the thaw, the sun was shining,
And the warmth had returned.
He had been alone, and he was happy alone.
But then he was changed.
He sipped from a sweetly poisoned cup.
And thirsted forever more.

Before, he would briefly encounter
And then release without regret.
Now,

Her stillness. Her intensity.

This was not mere satisfaction.
It was a joy he did not understand.
It grew in him,
Beautiful and cruel.

When he woke, it was night.
And the heat of the day,
Had been flooded by the cool of the moon.

And he was alone.

And in his solitude he felt
A feeling from the heat of battle.

He was afraid.

© Jack Blackburn, 21st April 2013

Friday, April 19, 2013

My ever-skipping heart


My ever-skipping heart,
That flirts with pain on every beat,
That urges me to foolishness,
That turns the merest glance received
Into an oasis of illusory delight,
That seeks out joy in the most hopeless of places,
That twists and turns from day to day,
And risks fearful misery in every waking hour:

May you never be stilled.
For every pain you dare to endure,
Is as nought to the joy that you dare to find.

© Jack Blackburn, 19th April 2013

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

The Maternal Convoy

I have just rediscovered this poem from April 2010. I hope you enjoy it.
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Whilst sitting in a park, of which I am fond,
I saw a vast convoy of mothers, rounding the pond.
Each was armed with a resplendent pram or two:
A gaggle of parents and infants with nothing to do.

They marched two-by-two, as animals to the ark,
Apart from a loner, whose singularity was stark.
Had she been ostracised from a trio, or the group entire,
Or was she dreaming of joining the flock to which she aspired?

They pit-stopped round the corner, taking advantage of the shade,
A place which lesser mothers were forced to evade.
These had their prams, their parasols and their housewife's sunglasses too,
But the convoy stared at each one, to say "We are better than you."

Pity the young mother, who pushes her child alone,
Whose day is empty each time she leaves her home.
For she does not delight in the simple comfort and joy
Of parading in glory with the maternal convoy.


© Jack Blackburn, 12th January 2010

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Poems from the Last Eight Weeks


I
Because I would not dull you with my song,
I shyly meet this paper with my pen,
And quietly pray my rhyming goes not long,
Nor makes me small next to some other men.
I miss your eyes and their dear diamond gleam
Set deep in brown and rounded perfectly,
And thy dear laugh which makes all sadness seem
Unburdened by thy sweet infinity.
That mirth will sooth my bruised and aching heart
When next I hear it sounding in my ear,
And such dear thoughts in each and every part
Maintains my joy until you next are near.
I wake to see thee clearly in my skies
And sleep to dream so sweetly of your eyes.

II
I saw her step with grace into the street,
Adorned in blue cascading like her hair.
How nimbly she did skip on her bare feet:
The very incarnation of what’s fair.
She took me breathless in her gentle gaze,
And my young heart heard a cacoph’nous peace.
It found out love in numerous different ways,
And ne’er in adoration did it cease.
How true that moment was: both fierce and raw.
That youthful quickness did not dare to lie.
Elder eyes do disbelieve what they saw,
But faith in it will let the memory fly.
The truth of youth within us doth remain.
Its ecstasy will e’er be ours to claim.

III
I wonder, if we’d known what time we had,
Would we have treated those last days the same?
Would we have strived to make each other glad,
Not left grim misery to make its name?
If we with love had fought for happiness,
Knowing that our dear time was painful brief,
Perhaps we would have ‘scaped this tearfulness
And still possess our joy, and not our grief.
Now all such thoughts and dreams are in our past,
And nought but endless questions can remain.
Toward our future must we hurry fast
And lend past hopes reluctant, sad disdain?
Though in my past you were complete delight,
Now, I must leave thee from my tear-stained sight.

© Jack Blackburn, 12th January 2013

Friday, January 18, 2013

An End of Week Lament

Oh, weariness, thy Friday's trudge at hand,
Waging against the workings of my head;
Your aged rages 'gainst me must not stand.
I'll beat thee soon, but first I must to bed.


© Jack Blackburn, 18th January 2013

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Mount Caburn


O, to be here on the clearest day
And see as far as eye can see
For haze does bar my vision’s wanted way
So limiting this grand infinity.

For what I see defies the scope of men:
All sky, all blue, all heights, all earth, all green.
This vista, inspiration to my pen,
Calls forth the life of things unseen.

Dig into the verdant earth.
Exhume the history below.

We stand on memories of utter worth,
On what is lost that we do wish to know.


© Jack Blackburn 12th January 2013

New Sonnet


I

This glorious sunrise is our reward,
Coldly blazing across Jan’ry sky.
Its light pierces as t’were a silver sword
But, in reflection, cheers and warms the eye.
The canopy above is burnt from grey
Red flames awake and colour the morning.
The heart is quicken’d by this break of day
Both tremulous and stirred by its dawning.
Come the end, when sun and fire diminish,
We sigh, and bid the ember’d orb farewell;
For, out of light, our hopes travails must finish
And in out rest their burg’ning bloom must dwell.
But new days sparked under that greatest fire
Rekindle us so that we ne’er may tire.



© Jack Blackburn, 12th January 2013

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Upon the Bow


A breath of wind on the air,
Caressing canvas and cooling sun.
Beautiful peace, tremulous on the edge of the horizon.
That light of total, unmarked clarity.

A young man’s eyes, piercing blue mirrors of the sky,
Gaze upon a beautiful nothing –
A nothing that holds everything in its emptiness.
For one day he shall see the clear void break.

And before that, all that is still and rhythmic
Will change and, in torrent and gale and thunder,
Youth will discover itself anew,
In fear and fascination; in sadness and serenity.

Even in that manchild there –
Whose goal is an undiscovered fear –
Even with eyes fixed on the horizon,
He silently says “Don’t look back”.

© Jack Blackburn, 2nd January 2013